July 2011
1 post
Continued;
Eighteen is such an interesting age. Literally caught between child and adult. I feel the urge to resist adolescent temptations, the “party and bullshit”, the “ragers” the “getting shitty”. But all is not out of my system, and I am concerned if I abstain from such activities that later in life they will unleash with empowered vigor and I will be the 45 year old...
June 2011
2 posts
whew, what a whir of emotions today has been.
I can't do anything right anymore.
I hurt all of those around me, and those I don’t hurt, I push away.
May 2011
23 posts
These balloons are in a plastic bag that is...
And it sounds like a rainshower <3
#sleepingwelltonight!
UVA has a "Raven Society"
It is the oldest and most pretigious society on campus, dedicated to Poe himself, who was a UVA alum.
Can you say joining?
JOURNEYMAN PROJECT 3
ALSO!
Just had the greatest idea ever. A funeral.
Exploring the Daniel fast..
Something’s wrong when you regret; things that haven’t happened yet..
Two words.
Banana. Bread.
Come back
This summer, it's all about the good livin'
And that includes FOOD.
-Avacado sandwhiches
-Pasta salad
-BBQ and more BBQ
-Grillin’
-Light tacos with fresh ingredients
-winewinewine
-PBR
-Pita chips and hummus
-Brie and all sorts of cheeses
-Grilled cheese with pimento cheese dipped in tomato soup
-juices
-FRUIT
“I’m attracted to the extreme light and the extreme dark. I’m interested in the...”
– Johnny Depp
Legacy →
A Native American shaman once told me, “when people ask me how old I am, I say thousands of years old. All my ancestors, they’re inside me, they’re in my blood.” The knowledge acquired, the progress we make as a humanity. Where you’re at in this very moment is all due to every action of every ancestor of yours. You carry the weight of an entire blood line.
Your life isn’t about just you....
Things that I can't stand:
- When people spell favorite “favourite” or color “colour”. Unless you are actually from the UK, or live there, get off your pretenious British highhorse and spell accordingly. This is Amurica, damnit.
- When indie people become so “indie” that they seem to fall off the face of the earth. When did it become cool to shut everything and everyone out, and have...
I cannot wait to turn 21;
and join Brew of the Month clubs and get delicious savory beer from microbreweries across the world.
+ Establish my own wine cellar in the basement of my home, maybe even experiment with cultivating grapes and fermenting them into my own wine.
Estate la Isabella 1993 = possible label name, anyone?
Needing a girl best friend.
bohemia: Be in the Heart →
daytripped:
Turn away from all the thinking and planning and focus on what you are feeling in this moment. Take the time to sense what is within. Even place your hand over your heart while giving yourself this moment to shift your focus from the mind to the heart. If you need to act, act from this heart…
So ready to take this plunge.
I’m so ready to make that jump, I’m ready to feel both electrified and calm at the same time. Embracing these two principles, combining them with my mind, I will create this triangle that is near impervious to life’s trials.
I don't want to endure this winter without you
“Seems like the more you grow, the more time you spend alone. Before you know it,...”
– Lights
Needing some cabernet,
"It's so hot out", she said
I want to hike, to feel the earth against my feet, to wander….somewhere in British Columbia where the nights are cooler and the breeze is fresher.
And I want to go alone, just to be one with my thoughts, they keep me enough company as it is. I’m a ribbon on the inside, my many threads have voices and opinions of their own. In the everyday hustle they become frayed, disjointed,...
The conversations in my head carry on.
All day, everyday, there is a rational voice -like the daily “time to take a shower” voice- but also an irrational one.
It says random and profound things. It sometimes repeats statements that make no sense, like a would-be middle school inside joke with no punchline that never existed. Sometimes they are quotes from movies, books, etc, quoted in the most obscure moments of my day....
I feel haunted.
My fear of the paranormal is so ..overwhelming. Not crippling, or anything of that nature. Just a very skitty and intuitive sense that there are other realms. Which is fine with me, but my issue comes with the realms that are unfriendly. I’ve always been told I’m spacey, a lone wolf, out-there. That may be so. But those are usually the people who are most apt to pick up on cues that...
On spirit animals..
-“Mine seems to be a wolf, what’s yours?”
-“A Raven, of course.”
We saw that Wolf so clearly, both of us together. No one questioned whether the other was going crazy, we both respected when the other experienced a visiting. It was a sacred occasion.